Makes me want to cry all over again.
I might read to much into things but this photo represents Jerry Alan and I in soooo many ways.
This is how I feel sometimes. They are things I can’t say because of OPSEC and when I can talk usually everyone is so sick of hearing me constantly talk about him that it isn’t comforting at all.
He needs me to be strong more than I feel upset on bad days.
Jerry Alan sent me a message on Facebook. He is doing great and apparently the time is flying by over there. I wish it was here. Just reiterates that I need to find some way to keep me busy during the day. Roommate problems and missing Jerry Alan are killing me. At least he is doing well and it’s nice to hear he loves me more than ever. I can’t wait till I get to move on base that will make things sooo much easier. I will be around people who understand what I’m going through.