I could only hope that Jerry Alan would make his proposal such a great surprise. I know it will come sometime after he comes back but that’s about all I know, but I’m thankful for that I want to be totally shocked.
I’m writing out my Christmas wish list, that consist of things I want in my life not material things. All I want is to hear, “Hanna, I love you and I always will” from Jerry Alan. I would give anything to hear from him.
I know it’s not even Christmas there anymore and even if he does get up super early it’s because he has something to do. Yet I still have all my fingers and toes crossed that he will call me on Christmas and give me exactly what I want, “I love you.”
I missed a call. The voicemail consisted of good news followed by the worst news ever that Internet is probably not going to happen.